Tuesday, July 30, 2013

daylilies



The daylilies have almost gone by.  There are a few more days of blossoms, I think.  Each blossom gets one day, then, sadly, gone until next summer.  Sort of amazing - I try to remember to observe closely because I might miss something magical.


I fell in love with daylilies while I was growing up in rural Connecticut.  They just grew wild along the road and old stone walls throughout the countryside.  My mom grew them - by the pond, by the barn, by the road, by the house, and by the compost pile.  When I moved away from home and could have my own garden, she gave me my first plants - divisions of decades old daylilies and iris. I still have their descendants in my Maine garden today, divided and multiplied annually.




I think I like daylilies best when they are random, unexpected, and un-deadheaded, and not necessarily in a formal garden.  I imagine that they've been in that spot for a hundred years, maybe outliving any original intent or design   They are beautifully common and happily surprising.  They are whimsical.  

Like by a woodpile and paving stones.






Or a telephone pole.





Or in front of a house.





Or by the harbor. 





Or holding a spider's web.




Or in Monet's Garden . . .


Claude Monet
Hemerocallis
1914-1917

"I perhaps owe having become a painter to flowers."  - Claude Monet



Claude Monet
Daylilies on the Riverbank
1914-1917

"It's on the strength of observation and reflection that one finds a way.  So we must dig and delve unceasingly."  Claude Monet



Saturday, July 27, 2013

Exposed


Super low tides lately.   Giving the world a different look and getting me thinking about, oh, I don't know . . . life - life's ebb and flow.  


An ebbing tide exposes whimsical treasures and enduring granite formations.


Looking Out at Norwood Cove



The Causeway


I think I'm in the low tide of my life.  Low tide inspires a broader consideration of life and structure and offers glimpses full of surprise and awe.  I think this is where I am.  I contemplate more, I observe more, and I feel confirmed and astounded at the same time.  






I can see now what's been there all along and I can identify and acknowledge those pieces of my life:  the joy, adventure, celebration, pride, and wonder.  But also the sadness, the challenges, and regret.  Real life.



Robert Rauschenberg
Untitled
1958




This is an opportunity for me to continue to build from the foundation that my family and I have created. The last 20 years of my life, with marriage, children, and jobs, have been overflowing and overloaded, with troughs and crests, turbulent and joyous.  High tide.  We've improvised and jury-rigged some over the years, just because that's how it works sometimes, but we're left with soundness and resilience. 







Paul Gauguin
At the Black Rocks
1889


With the high tide receded, I'm down to just me now.  I've grown - evolved, but I'm only starting to figure out how.  I'm the same, but I'm different.  I'm careful, but I'm assertive.  I'm adventurous, but I'm informed.  I'm idealistic, but I'm pragmatic.  I'm emotional, but I'm reasonable.  (note to family: I'm nagging, I'm annoying, I'm selfish. I am funny.)  I'm all the things I used to be and more.

I am exposed.

Childe Hassam
Incoming Tide
1919

   
I'm exhaling, and I'm happy.  I'm making choices, I'm taking chances, I'm making mistakes, and I'm doing things that I've always wanted to do.  Because I have time and support and encouragement.    

And I'm grateful that I have what has been with me all along - beautiful whimsical treasures, Mary and Addie, and enduring granite formation, John.  




And I have art.

Paul Cezanne
Rocks at L'Estaque
1882





Thursday, July 25, 2013

White Sails on Somes Sound

On summer mornings
I rise
to quiet softness,
golden luminescence,
blue atmosphere translucent,
mirrored layers of sky
mountain
and sea.

Fitz Hugh Lane
Entrance to Somes Sound From Southwest Harbor
1852


Then
the afternoon southwest breeze
shatters the mirror
with headers and lifts
and I ride the wind
through light and lucidity,
white sails 
on blue-green waves
of Somes Sound.

Maurice de Vlaminck
Sailboats at Chatou
1905

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Cut-throat Fun

Laurence Stephen Lowry
The Tennis Player
1927

I played singles tennis this morning with a friend.  We hadn't played together in a few years, not because we weren't wanting to, but because it became a conversation instead of committing to a day and time, you know, "Yes, I'd love to play."  "Maybe sometime next week." "Definitely, soon."  "Can't wait."  And then it's the end of the summer.  Oops.  Well, we did it today, we committed, and it was so fun!  So fun that we set a date for next week, same time, same day.  Can't wait.


Max Liebermann
Tennis Game by the Sea
1901

We both agreed that it's easy to forget that there's something special about playing singles - and it's so easy to get sucked into playing doubles, I think because more people play doubles and there are just more doubles games going on.  But singles, for me, leaves me feeling more satisfied on many levels:  I love the personal, physical, and mental challenge; I like hitting lots of balls; the competition; it involves strategy and tactics, forethought and planning, but at the same time just reaction; and the competition.  Did I say that already?


Andre Lhote
Tennis Players 
1912

All the while moving your feet, keeping your eye on the ball, following through, breathing, anticipating . . . laughing, swearing . . .



This is me.
(Associated Press)



This is my opponent.
(Getty Images)

Today was great.  It wasn't so much about winning or losing, yeah, right.  So, OK, she beat me in the first set, but I was leading by two games in the second set when we had to stop (other people were signed up for the court).  To be continued next week.



Me.
(Associated Press)



Her.
(Getty Images)

Another friend, who was watching us, stopped us on our way off the court.  He asked, smiling wryly, "So, was that fun?"  "Ye-ah, it was fun."  "Uh huh, cut-throat fun," he said.

"Yup, cut-throat fun."  

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

My Best of NYC

Joe's
120th & Broadway
(for my morning coffee)





My Train Stop





Metropolitan Opera House
Lincoln Square






Wafels & Dinges
Dante Park








The Metropolitan Museum of Art

Childe Hassam
Celia Thaxter's Garden, Isle of Shoals, Maine
1890


Winslow Homer
Maine Coast
1896


John Singer Sargent
Portrait of Madame X
1883-1884



Riverside Church






Lunch







Henry Moore
Reclining Figure
1965
at Lincoln Center









Hill Country Barbecue Market
Damrosch Park, Lincoln Center


Chopped Barbecue Beef with Cole Slaw





Museum of Modern Art

Henri Matisse
The Red Studio
1911


Paul Cezanne
Pines and Rocks
1897


Pablo Picasso
Girl Before a Mirror
1932


Pablo Picasso
Les Desmoiselles d'Avignon
1907


Jackson Pollock
One:  Number 31, 1950
1950


My Good-bye NYC Dinner
Le Monde
Broadway & 112-113th





(top, clockwise) Heirloom Tomato and Fresh Mozzarella, warmed with Arugula and Balsamic Reduction; la pain et beurre (?); Merguez (N. African lamb sausage) with Mustard Sauce; Pork and Chicken Pate with Cornichons, Toasted Brioche, and Lettuce with Tomato and Vinaigrette: and a glass of chilled Sauvignon Blanc.

Bye New York!